dreams?

i have lots of dreams but neither come to reality
my dreams is nothing
nothing at all.....

why do we dreams every night?
for what?

ntah la....
i feel so down....
i just dont know why...
coz of my meaningless dreams?
not really...
but why?

maybe i'm jealous with others....
i'm a loser...
yeah a really really big loser...
really......

mimpi pelikku datang lagi~

i still didn't understand......why i always have weird n illogical dreams.....this time i dreamt about me myself stood alone while looking at a train station.....then a train stop by and no one went out from it....then the train leave the station.....then another train stopped....and...the same thing happened.....after ten minutes standing and looking at the train station, another train came....then i make a decision to get into it....however, this time lots of people were rushing out from the train....and again i was alone in the automatic train, i guess.....then the train stop...i did not want to be alone in the train so i went out from it.....then i saw a girl who was sitting on a bench watching me....her face seem familiar to me.....i just smile because at the same time i was thinking that she is my cik gucci!thebody posture is exactly the same.....when i approach her, as usual her face changed to a ghost....hahaha...umm then i run away...as the result, i end up wet......

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gula2 hati aku!!!hakhak!!

luv u too much mai!!!

the weirdest dream that i had ever had!!

1 nite...juki, kapao, botak, badi, gbon, din n aku went to karaoke...then, after 12 songs, we went back loh..very 'pancit' when we get back to cendana~....then i fall asleep.....

i dreamed....i am at a theme park...dunno what the theme park been called....i enter a section there...a very very very very very very weird game...we slide upward on a rock....what a weird thing to see....a person like kapao n gbon can fight the gravititional force...pelik tp aku mimpi gak!we play 4 a very long period of time...i can meet a lot of people...especially ex-starian...but not my batch student...weird...how can my closest friend can't be in my dream! 

suddenly...pok cek, kapao, n aku r on da way to a class...i dunno what class but i think c++ kot...i assume c++ becoz i follow the actuaral science students to the class who r bostonians! aduss...weird tol la...mntang2 aku kna gossip ngan bdk boston...wujud lak lam mimpi aku. hakhak...btw, i never been to the classroom actually....the weird thing about the classroom is students r not allowed to bring any bag..instead, student need keep their bags outside...+, stdnts need to pay 4 sumone to take care of their bags....then...when we enter the class, "it's a test"....umm, i sleep throughout the test period! hakhak.....i dunno what i write on the test paper.....

then, suddenly botak sits beside me...huh...weird...becoz before this kapao n pok cek je...but all of sudden botak exists in my dream! i juz realize that when i woke up from my sleep...besides, it's also a weird situation becoz botak, an engineering student can be in the class....so, after the test completed...botak ask me to go back...then i followed him.....

n here is the most weirdest part in my dream! (aku pon x phm ape yg berlaku...)...we got lost...the place seemed to be very complicated...firstly, i felt like i was around kl area...then sddnly i recognize a part from the place to be in kangar...arghh!!!! i started to feel a headache...finally we arrived at cendana..(i think so becoz the place look like cendana but there was a sea near the area...penin2) hah...ni part klimaks nih....

we i look at the sea are...suddenly a huge explosion r seen at the water...(mcm bom atom kt hiroshima n nagasaki)...weird, i never see any jet fighter there....but only a few minutes after that...i see a jet like in a game that i had never play! (mcm jet kt lam game red alert)..hahaha...then botak reacted weirdly...ttba je dia drive moto dia masok lam longkang...i asked la y? then he answer...sembunyi...weird...then i understand the situation...we had been attacked!then, i can see thousands of bullets flying above the sky...luckily i didnt get shot...after a few minutes....the environment are becoming calm n peace again...another weird thing, i enter the building that looks like the police blocks behind cendana....

i can see a happy face....kapao leh lak wat muka selamber...then i see through the window...a 'dragonout'-lam game red alert(kalo x silap aku r)....is landing on near the place that we assemble...kapao still buleh rilex...padahal aku dh gabra gegila dh...tp en...where is botak hah?dont say that he got shot!-abaikan~.............then, ade org jepon kuar dari dragonout 2...hahahaha...very weird, they r not soldiers, insteads, they r models....hahaha..then ade la budak ni..dia baling bola...bola takraw kt pale 1 model ni...then...the ball reflected back to my face.........................

ni la cita dongeng that i dreamed on 27february2009 night.....mmg pelik tp benar..no tokok +....harap2 u'll dpt a 'weird'er dream than i had had....as a conclusion...aku ngaku aku blurr n aku x phm y i had this dream...does it is becoz of my life yg mmg tgh berserabot? u think about it...hakhak!

my wet dream~

first and foremost, this information is too private...if any material from this page is expose to the public, the do'er would be prosecuted by akta 144...(if i not mistaken la....to conclde, jgn sebarkn kpd org ramai...baca n lyn seniri je...)
well....it is quite embarrassing to tell others bout this type of dream..but i still want to tell bout it..coz...i think my dream previously was weird!!! i meant too weird....when i speak with my friend about our wet dreams, most of them would tell bout doing sex with beautiful girl...their description are very detailed!! very impressive to hear their elaboration and sometimes their stories are quite exaggerating....(e.g. they often do the demonstration but virtually)...btw, my latest story are totally different!!
that night, i sleep at 11 p.m.(yoyo or je), too early i think....it is because i was too tired that night...i done a lot of works during the day..for example, washed my own shirt, took care of the cows, packing before going back to S.T.A.R...
when i started to have a little trip to a slumberland, i hear a voice calling for my name...very soft voice, i cant see her face cause the light are too white! i try to get close with her....however, my confusion aren't solve! instead, something unfortunate happened! suddenly she become a monster...(umm, i mean ghost)...
the next phase of my dream are very tiring, i run....run....run....run...for almost an hour(i think)......until at a moment i fell like i am going to pee....lol! because i was too scared, i didn't stop to pee, instead i was peeing when i run....hahahaa...how stupid i was in my dream...then, i woke up...
another daunt overwhelming myself....i scared that i pee on the bed!!i would be scold by mum!!! but, i am wet but i don't think i smell any pee water unique smell....plus, the wet isn't too much but just a bit...
the weird thing is i don't know how i can be like that....is it a real wet dream?

btw, here are one of the inspirational source that make me to tell others about my weird wet dream....the singer is a woman, so it is more embarrassing to be defeated by a girl...if girl can confess their wet dream...why the boys can't....think about it...hhahahaha...

my wet dream
-soko-

i know i shouldn't think about you,
but i do
cause thing morning i woke up wet,
yes i do
you and i doing bang bang bang
in the back of your mother's car
for hours we did the same same same
again in the other car
oohhhhhh~
i know i shouldn't talk about you
but i do
i say oh my god
he so fuckable
yes i do
and you said that you love love love
my ass cause it is really big
softly kiss my bum bum bum
until you fell asleep
ooohhhhh~
you say oh please come closer
whisper in my ear
and i do
you say scream my name louder
tell me you love it
and i do
and you move faster and faster
just like a sex machine
and i scream louder and louder
i love your dick
and now when i look at you
i red like a tomato
i hardly articulate
hello and i so shame
cause everynight everynight i see you in my dream
you act like a pornstar and i suck your cock like a whore
i fell like a whore when i see you in my dream
i fell like a whore when i see you in my wet dream
i fell like a whore when i see you in my dream
i fell like a whore when i see you in my wet dream
i fell like a whore when i see you in my dream
i fell like a whore when i see you in my wet dream
ooohhhh~
oooohhhh~

semua cerita2 above is fiksyen belaka.....jgn pecaya sngat bnda2 karot nih!

don't judge a book by it's cover.....

weird...why peoples often misjudge someone...r they stupid? the answer is nope!!! it is human nature... as it is bad situation, instead of doing nothing... we hav 2 do sumtin'... we need to change... by the way, here r example of misconception that happen in the world now...

#example one

is he definitely a gay?
people who see him wearin' that T-shirt would say him as a gay!
however, what if he is a straight guy?
indeed, there r lots of prove can be a reason why he is not a gay
for instance, his body posture
none of homo' would like a skinny guy
besides, he doesn't wear a tight jeans
instead, he prefer to wear baggie jeans

#example 2

wow
if someone see it at first, they would think these gurl are reading book
their impression about this gurl r good
however, once again, people would misjudge them
why would i say that?
the reason r=
1. no book as thick as that dictionary in this world, the weird thing is, how come they become very interested with such a thick dictionary. very illogical!
2. why are they smiling?
after few discussion, my friends n i conclude that these gurl r just posing in front of the camera.

as the conclusion, never make an early conclusion about something.
"don't ever ever judge a book by it's cover"